I am full of hate, July 19, 2017, 20:05:10 – 20:06:41

It is me that I kill
The naked shell
Hands wanting to stroke what is rough
I laugh at you, intimacy-lovers
The naked shell
It sits just below the heart
I laugh at you, intimacy-lovers
What is it doing there?
It sits just below the heart
I am crushed under the rubble
What is it doing there?
I am crushed under the rubble
Hands wanting to stroke what is rough
It is me that I kill

I am full of love, July 19, 2017, 17:55:49 – 17:57:26

Hands wanting to stroke what is smooth
You let it grow and hate
You will create a city
Dream that I say the word
You let it grow and hate
Is revenge just beneath the skin?
Dream that I say the word
Made of light and delicate materials
Is revenge just beneath the skin?
To confuse emptiness with a lack of
Made of light and delicate materials
To confuse emptiness with a lack of
You will create a city
Hands wanting to stroke what is smooth

I am full of questions, July 19, 2017, 17:50:04 – 17:52:36

Finding the coolest angle
I will make it from pleasant materials
Neither gaze into each other’s mirrors
A dark blue sky over wet roofs
I will make it from pleasant materials
When I stroke the wall with my hands
A dark blue sky over wet roofs
While we sit in the belly of the whale
When I stroke the wall with my hands
Sorrow forms a dome
While we sit in the belly of the whale
Sorrow forms a dome
Neither gaze into each other’s mirrors
Finding the coolest angle

I am full of love, July 19, 2017, 17:45:20 – 17:48:51

All foreheads press against all windows
A predator and fortress in one
I am more evil than you
I was born to handle low pressure
A predator and fortress in one
Watching yourself backwards
I was born to handle low pressure
I don’t know
Watching yourself backwards
The blossoms of sleep
I don’t know
The blossoms of sleep
I am more evil than you
All foreheads press against all windows

I am full of questions, July 19, 2017, 13:10:15 – 13:10:51

You hide your shame
One room is empty
It is a heart in and of itself
Water hangs mirrors in every raindrop
One room is empty
What is it doing there?
Water hangs mirrors in every raindrop
I must show reflection in both eyes
What is it doing there?
Sitting on the lap of huge statues
I must show reflection in both eyes
Sitting on the lap of huge statues
It is a heart in and of itself
You hide your shame

I am full of questions, July 19, 2017, 13:09:39 – 13:10:08

Am I more vegetating than old?
You must not believe
It is a heart in and of itself
It rains all over the living room
You must not believe
Like an undercurrent in the breath
It rains all over the living room
They appear as images
Like an undercurrent in the breath
A table reflects the night’s glow
They appear as images
A table reflects the night’s glow
It is a heart in and of itself
Am I more vegetating than old?

I am full of questions, July 19, 2017, 12:59:14 – 13:00:20

I’m slippery inside
I have moved all of my grief
They gaze into each other’s mirrors
It’s not about understanding
I have moved all of my grief
The white staring into its own eyes
It’s not about understanding
I will create a city
The white staring into its own eyes
Not on the skin
I will create a city
Not on the skin
They gaze into each other’s mirrors
I’m slippery inside

I am full of love, July 19, 2017, 12:04:16 – 12:05:18

You dissolve in the wrap that covers you
Where is my easy method?
Never in need of a house again?
With a tiny bird in the hand
Where is my easy method?
Had you been breakable
With a tiny bird in the hand
Always stay the same
Had you been breakable
You cannot remember
Always stay the same
You cannot remember
Never in need of a house again?
You dissolve in the wrap that covers you

I am full of hate, July 19, 2017, 11:54:23 – 11:56:17

Is it necessary to hate yourself?
I’m not going anywhere
Lest my bones forget
Of entirely new materials
I’m not going anywhere
I am not hiding
Of entirely new materials
It all sits in the back of our bodies
I am not hiding
Forever in need of a house
It all sits in the back of our bodies
Forever in need of a house
Lest my bones forget
Is it necessary to hate yourself?