Category: Poems

I am full of hate, July 20, 2017, 21:22:43 – 21:23:35

I don’t understand what’s coming
But the door chain was already on
I hate everything soft and weak
The body is dirt to be washed off
But the door chain was already on
Where do you want to stick it?
The body is dirt to be washed off
But they won’t
Where do you want to stick it?
You’re allowed to ask me
But they won’t
You’re allowed to ask me
I hate everything soft and weak
I don’t understand what’s coming

I am full of love, July 20, 2017, 21:07:11 – 21:09:04

How can you be so beautiful?
On my grass
Cars headlight through the city
Like a punch in the face
On my grass
You should fall down the knot in my neck
Like a punch in the face
Is it allowed?
You should fall down the knot in my neck
I can see myself
Is it allowed?
I can see myself
Cars headlight through the city
How can you be so beautiful?

I am full of questions, July 20, 2017, 21:05:47 – 21:06:28

I am born and placed on the big mother
Paradise is like a vessel in this world
There are no images here
A destruction
Paradise is like a vessel in this world
Everything must transform
A destruction
I am the third world war
Everything must transform
To lose everything you have
I am the third world war
To lose everything you have
There are no images here
I am born and placed on the big mother

I am full of hate, July 20, 2017, 21:03:26 – 21:05:15

I need to cry all the time
I am not present in my body
You must go around
The spirit will be cleansed of its body
I am not present in my body
An unceasingly rocky road
The spirit will be cleansed of its body
That has not finished its work
An unceasingly rocky road
The pain that occurs
That has not finished its work
The pain that occurs
You must go around
I need to cry all the time

I am full of questions, July 20, 2017, 21:01:58 – 21:03:10

A rusty chestnut tree is in the center
It is not unfriendly
What could have been
That is the continued structure
It is not unfriendly
When it is demanded
That is the continued structure
The tiny theater in the chest
When it is demanded
How did we sleepover the moon?
The tiny theater in the chest
How did we sleepover the moon?
What could have been
A rusty chestnut tree is in the center

I am full of hate, July 20, 2017, 20:41:11 – 20:42:25

I eat myself and find it
More aggressive than defensive
And scream it into both ears
No part of me will be liberated
More aggressive than defensive
I slip out and into the surreal
No part of me will be liberated
The pain that occurs
I slip out and into the surreal
I’ll do it as quietly as I can
The pain that occurs
I’ll do it as quietly as I can
And scream it into both ears
I eat myself and find it

I am full of love, July 20, 2017, 20:39:03 – 20:40:38

Wouldn’t you like to know?
Surveillance in everyone’s backpack
Forgiveness will sway grief
Watch yourself projected on a screen
Surveillance in everyone’s backpack
When everything goes black
Watch yourself projected on a screen
I can feel all of them
When everything goes black
I sit here
I can feel all of them
I sit here
Forgiveness will sway grief
Wouldn’t you like to know?

I am full of hate, July 20, 2017, 20:37:17 – 20:38:51

The hand I hate myself with
Stop thinking you know it
I only want to think about growth
I do the things I know I must
Stop thinking you know it
You’re trying
I do the things I know I must
I hate everything soft and weak
You’re trying
Through the skin
I hate everything soft and weak
Through the skin
I only want to think about growth
The hand I hate myself with

I am full of questions, July 20, 2017, 20:34:14 – 20:36:09

But I see it
Everything I was unable to say
Not even by placing a foot in the eye?
A negative imprint of our feelings
Everything I was unable to say
The breathing temple collapses
A negative imprint of our feelings
The spirit will be cleansed of its body
The breathing temple collapses
If it were an animal
The spirit will be cleansed of its body
If it were an animal
Not even by placing a foot in the eye?
But I see it