I am full of hate, July 20, 2017, 18:11:18 – 18:12:06

A bright world turned inside out
I am not present in my body
If you’re the victim I’m the executioner
They are born and chain themselves
I am not present in my body
Fuck
They are born and chain themselves
I immediately take up arms
Fuck
A collection of hair and bones
I immediately take up arms
A collection of hair and bones
If you’re the victim I’m the executioner
A bright world turned inside out

I am full of questions, July 20, 2017, 18:07:56 – 18:09:22

That you are not laughing at me
I can feel them all
As viscous as seaweed between fingers
I talk to strange authorities
I can feel them all
Lest my bones forget
I talk to strange authorities
Like a sparkler
Lest my bones forget
A rusty chestnut tree is in the center
Like a sparkler
A rusty chestnut tree is in the center
As viscous as seaweed between fingers
That you are not laughing at me

I am full of questions, July 20, 2017, 18:06:44 – 18:07:28

More light roots than night-blind
That one dream becomes another
Not on the skin
Fucking back off from the fucking flesh
That one dream becomes another
A dreamt dollhouse
Fucking back off from the fucking flesh
What should I call this thing?
A dreamt dollhouse
Grief is a prosthetic
What should I call this thing?
Grief is a prosthetic
Not on the skin
More light roots than night-blind

I am full of love, July 20, 2017, 18:05:38 – 18:06:19

The heart is an insane organ
This would have happened a long time ago
Lest my bones forget
I ascend the staircase
This would have happened a long time ago
Dream that I say
I ascend the staircase
You’re as loud as growing grass
Dream that I say
I’m trying
You’re as loud as growing grass
I’m trying
Lest my bones forget
The heart is an insane organ

I am full of hate, July 20, 2017, 18:04:33 – 18:05:18

Just like carrying everything
Is the sun more fire than it is round?
Branches in all directions
You’re trying
Is the sun more fire than it is round?
It actually adds to my moistening
You’re trying
Finding the coolest angle
It actually adds to my moistening
I find a description
Finding the coolest angle
I find a description
Branches in all directions
Just like carrying everything

I am full of questions, July 20, 2017, 17:54:53 – 17:58:12

A chick crawls into its egg
The whole is universality
I don’t converse in my dreams
I’ll pull myself up by the roots
The whole is universality
Did you know?
I’ll pull myself up by the roots
Where everything rustles dryly
Did you know?
Want to play chicken and the egg?
Where everything rustles dryly
Want to play chicken and the egg?
I don’t converse in my dreams
A chick crawls into its egg

I am full of love, July 20, 2017, 17:48:00 – 17:49:07

It is unbelievable
The lip-movements we must make here
Enough for me
Perhaps I will love
The lip-movements we must make here
And there lies us
Perhaps I will love
Moonwalk the forest for my knees!
And there lies us
Perhaps I ask you
Moonwalk the forest for my knees!
Perhaps I ask you
Enough for me
It is unbelievable

I am full of hate, July 20, 2017, 17:44:05 – 17:46:33

Here my old ass will roll around
A deliberate distancing from the flesh
There’s a crunching beneath the feet
Like an undercurrent in the breath
A deliberate distancing from the flesh
I call it like I see it
Like an undercurrent in the breath
Allowing all users access
I call it like I see it
I can feel them all
Allowing all users access
I can feel them all
There’s a crunching beneath the feet
Here my old ass will roll around

I am full of hate, July 20, 2017, 17:23:29 – 17:24:12

When I slaughter myself at night
I must be forced to love
Something has changed
One of the greatest challenges
I must be forced to love
I have a vacuum hidden inside
One of the greatest challenges
Wishing that you were covetous
I have a vacuum hidden inside
External influences
Wishing that you were covetous
External influences
Something has changed
When I slaughter myself at night

I am full of love, July 20, 2017, 17:22:13 – 17:23:10

Without me disappearing
Like silk between the fingers
How can you be so beautiful?
On my grass
Like silk between the fingers
You have two, three faces
On my grass
You also run hot and cold
You have two, three faces
Dream that you become other dreams
You also run hot and cold
Dream that you become other dreams
How can you be so beautiful?
Without me disappearing